I'M GETTING FIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's scary just how true the title is and how at peace with it I am. For almost, maybe just over, three years I have been an upstanding part of society. I have been an employee of a great company. It has been an interesting ride. I've learned so much about myself, about the corporate world, about so much. But two years ago I moved to Pottstown. And, for that time I have been traveling over 45 minutes, each way. I have been doing it pretty happily. In November of 2012 I got in a pretty serious car accident. It sort of tore up my back. But I continued to travel. Things at work changed. The once friendly, family like, stress free atmosphere has turned scary, hostile, so business like that it is terrifying. Not to mention that I dread waking up in the morning to go in. I am in the most dire financial state I've ever been in my life and yet the title of this still excites me. I just want to be home. Not so much home doing nothing. But here in Pottstown. There are somethings in ministry that I need to truly get focused on. There are some things about me that I need to truly focus on. Don't get me wrong, I'm not planning on not working -- I'm putting in applications and making myself available --but I am planning on not being miserable. God never called me to hate life. Christ came that I might have life and have it more abundantly; and I intend to. There are so many things that are hindering me right now, and all of them are in my head. Neatly packed away to veer their ugly heads just when I think I can make it through; just when silence and rest find me. But this is the first "negative" that's hit me that has made me smile. I woke up with purpose today. I woke up happy. Now, I have to be honest, I haven't actually been fired yet; but circumstances have caused me to no longer be able to get to work. No car recently, so no way to travel the two highways that it takes to get to work. That's all for now, I can make things clearer when there is something more to do.....